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loquacious) wrote2010-04-20 07:24 pm
loquacious) wrote2010-04-20 07:24 pm
RP thoughts
I've been so inactive at CFUD lately. I just can't seem to get into my groove. Part of it is that I still feel like I have way too many characters, but I can't bring myself to drop any because I like all the ones I play. That and if I drop some of them I won't ever reapp them even if I want too because it was hard enough the first time. Not to mention the fact that I don't seem to have the kind of activity I did before I left Japan.
In some ways I just don't feel like I belong there. I don't share a lot of the fandom love that it seems like a lot of other people do. This goes double for Glee, and I feel horribly bad for it since I'm in the cast and I am just not that into the fandom. In fact, I'm not into the fandom of ANY of the things I play from except maybe Dark Tower. It makes me feel uncomfortable in chan.
I think I'm going to have to drop a bunch if I want to keep going. And before that I'm going to have to consider how much I really want to keep going.
Maybe I've just outgrown RP... Which is sad considering how good it's been to me.
In some ways I just don't feel like I belong there. I don't share a lot of the fandom love that it seems like a lot of other people do. This goes double for Glee, and I feel horribly bad for it since I'm in the cast and I am just not that into the fandom. In fact, I'm not into the fandom of ANY of the things I play from except maybe Dark Tower. It makes me feel uncomfortable in chan.
I think I'm going to have to drop a bunch if I want to keep going. And before that I'm going to have to consider how much I really want to keep going.
Maybe I've just outgrown RP... Which is sad considering how good it's been to me.
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