Dictated, not read

I've been so inactive at CFUD lately. I just can't seem to get into my groove. Part of it is that I still feel like I have way too many characters, but I can't bring myself to drop any because I like all the ones I play. That and if I drop some of them I won't ever reapp them even if I want too because it was hard enough the first time. Not to mention the fact that I don't seem to have the kind of activity I did before I left Japan.

In some ways I just don't feel like I belong there. I don't share a lot of the fandom love that it seems like a lot of other people do. This goes double for Glee, and I feel horribly bad for it since I'm in the cast and I am just not that into the fandom. In fact, I'm not into the fandom of ANY of the things I play from except maybe Dark Tower. It makes me feel uncomfortable in chan.

I think I'm going to have to drop a bunch if I want to keep going. And before that I'm going to have to consider how much I really want to keep going.

Maybe I've just outgrown RP... Which is sad considering how good it's been to me.

So I've started watching Supernatural... on top of Basquash and about 4 other things I keep up with regularly. I have a 650gig external hard drive and I recently had to clean out about 50gigs of that because I wanted new stuff and WAS OUT OF ROOM. But yeah, I can see why Supernatural has such a HUGE and INSANE fandom. So far the episodes are really predictable, like baseball bat to the head obvious, but yet I find myself wanting to watch the next one and the next one. Curse you interesting characters! I will ignore your plot holes and obvious lack of research, just keep being worthwhile.

I have apparently changed quite a bit since I've joined CFUD, and I'm not really that surprised. According to some of the people on my LJ flist who I see in real life from time to time, I've started using strange words they don't know (like flist XD) and generally being more upbeat and cheerful in my posts there. I think that's a good thing, but they worry that I'm hooked on crack. To that claim I must humbly say "LALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU LALALALA". Shut up... I love my crack.

Which brings me to another point: I leave Japan in August. This is coming up faster than I realize and I need to start getting myself together to come home. It also means that I'm open to requests for anything people back home might want from the land of robots and crazy. I will be making a nerdly pilgrimage sometime before I leave Japan, and I'm more than happy to pick up little things for anyone who wants them. (some of you I already picked little things up for and need to get back to me with info *coughDEANcough*) The key is you have to let me know what to be on the look out for. SO LET ME KNOW!